This sounds fun!

So I stumbled upon this blogging idea and thought, this would be a great way to get my frustrations out. I know a paper and pen are more private but I thought that if someone stumbled across my page they could maybe learn from my mistakes or relate to my heartaches. I love writing so this will be fun.

So I recently cut my hair. Finally! My loving sister got around to it. It was such a hassle to get it done though. She had to stay a half hour after her shift for me to get there. I took a shorter break, gave someone my pin number so they could get me taxi money and still got there late. Now it's done and I can wait 2 months at least before I start to look dingy again.

I'm a Christian girl which until recently to me meant that I went to church three times a week, loved Jesus, didn't drink or do drugs. Well thanks to God that all changed, I now have this desire to know him. We had this youth retreat and the Lord's presence filled the room, everyone felt him. I was almost filled with the Holy Ghost but I got distracted. I'm easily distracted. There was this warm feeling that came over me but soon my arms got sore and I wanted to listen to people worshiping around me. The second day I tried to get to this point again but I got frustrated, and gave up. I still don't understand why it's such hard work. If it's a free gift why am I not receiving it? Am I not ready? A week later on Sunday our Pastor spoke again on the subject and we had an amazing altar call that could have gone on forever. (for Steph at least) Did I forget to mention that the night at the Youth Retreat our speaker spoke for 15 minutes and we stood there in Jesus' presence for 3 hours. We didn't even notice that time flew by so quickly. How amazing is that?! During this altar call I once again let my human side get in the way of me receiving the Holy Ghost. I could tell you every single person who came to pray with me. Can you say easily distracted! So I gave up in frustration. Then for once I didn't work Sunday night and could attend waves with my friends, and what would you guess he's speaking about. You guessed it. I once again got rapped up in me and have not received the Holy Ghost yet. What is wrong with me? I hate this! In due time I guess.

Guys I don't understand them. You like them they like you back yet they run to the hills. Why are the good guys taken or gay? I did say good, I don't even care if they are hot. I just want a respectful good guy. I have some creepers who wont leave me alone. Sure they are nice but they think I like them and I don't even flirt with them. oh I guess the guy I want can't only be a respectful guy he's gotta be equal to or smarter than I. I dislike having to fill someone in or correct them. I'm not too bright so I ain't asking for much. Ooh! A sense of humor need one of those. I like to joke around and listen to comedians and watch sitcoms. Is that too much to ask for?

I have many more topics to talk about, but I should save them for another time. I was right this is a fun way to get all my thoughts out. Can't wait until my next blog!