I had a few people yell at me today.
One being a frustrated customer who I was lucky enough to not have to deal with. Otherwise I would have been so frustrated. Jodi politely explained to a woman twice why she could only get 50% of the $79.99 pair of shoes and not off the $59.99 price she originally paid. Do people really not understand that sales end, prices change and ads can't overlap? Why has everyone become so cheap? You come to adjust your bill for the bogo 50 and you still want more money off! Gees!
My sister yelled at me twice. What did I do? I told her I was going to the gym and she told me not to for some crazy reason. Then, she told me to run to the bus. Attitude issues.
and Twyla. I don't get it! I can't believe she missed my apologies. I specifically remember texting sorry. I said something like I don't know what else I can do other than say I'm sorry. I can't believe she would think I would not apologize. I said I felt terrible for making her so upset. She also yelled (in a text by the way) that she is mad that I would avoid her until the bitterness rolled over. I meant on my part. I really don't agree with her frustration on this matter. I was being wise and not saying anything so that I wouldn't make nasty hurtful comments. Twyla hun, if you are reading this and have missed all my apologies. I am so very sorry! I don't want to hurt your feelings in anyway but I tend to hurt the people I care about unintentionally. You are an amazing friend and I don't want to lose you. If you for some reason still hate me, then fine. Thanks for the many great years. You are a wonderful person, may you and Ryan live happily ever after. God Bless.
Then me, I'm frustrated with all this. I hate being angry!
Yesterday I had a conversation with my dad he began talking about how what provoked him to harm his children. How he wanted to ruin my mom's life, how he wanted to die in jail. Firstly dieing in prison would have been too easy.
Well, he succeeded, my mom's life as she knew it, ruined. He tore her to pieces along with three innocent children. She is not confident in anything she does, even though she is amazing at everything she does. She blames herself for everything. She has no blame and is completely forgiven of any sin she has committed.
Anger is an ugly thing that can consume a person. I can't believe the things it drives people to do. That's why I wait for my bitter feelings to pass.
I use to think I was a tough cookie. If something happy doesn't happen soon in my life and someone I love is hurt again, I might crash and burn. Lord Help Me!
You tell me to smile.... I hate it. It's hard to smile when you have suffered from so much pain. Tell me a joke... I will laugh. It takes my mind off of life.
Welcome to my torture chamber.
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