I have enjoyed catching up with my relatives at the wedding. I have missed them terribly. Rick and I talked video games, music. Sadly as the fun began my ride decided they wanted to leave. My auntie Val made a joke about how she use to take us to movies but now that were of age we can drink together.
I don't really understand the appeal of drinking. Sure, I'll have one Drink but any more than that I do not see the point. Why do you want to lose your inhibitions? I like to have full control over my mind. If people use it, so they can have fun they really need to become more fun. I have a blast and never drink. If you need it because you can't bear the people you are with, stop hanging out with them. I don't mind drinking, it's just that I believe you should not get drunk. I don't think I'm going to drink again. I don't like the taste and what is the point of liquor? To get drunk or to relax. I can find other ways to relax that are ten times more fun.
The wedding was beautiful. I'm so happy for my cousin Jay. He looks like the happiest man in the world. I'm glad the wedding turned out so lovely on a nice day. Even with the wind.
I had a nice visit with my Great Aunties. They are lovely. I also got time to read my bible go for a walk and go to church. It was weird I ran into someone who knew Zach. Small world, who would think I would meet someone who knew him in Norquay.
I Finally arrived in swan Monday night. I love seeing Melissa. I truly missed her. I haven't hung out with her in so long. Since I moved our visits were always over dinner. Needless to say I am enjoying this catch up time. Hope I'm not intruding. I'm not sure how I would feel having someone staying at my house for a week. They seem okay with it so far.
I wish I knew more people in swan. I am so bored during the day. I'm so jealous though, that Melissa and Jeff have full time day jobs. Lucky small town people.
I came to Swan with a mission. I really want to keep Twyla as a friend but she just doesn't care anymore. I gave her a book that I thought was perfect. It was called "I'll Love You Forever" by Robert Munsch. I thought it would be perfect because she loves the author and it was read by Joey on Friends, her favorite t.v. show. Sadly that would the most thought I put into a gift for any person. I saw it and had to get it for her. Anyways, I dropped it off in between her doors and then texted her to tell her I was in Swan if she wanted to talk. Then, she replied saying I'm mean and Vindictive lately. I don't know what she means perhaps I was a bit harsh sometimes, but really when someone tells you, have changed into someone they don't like you are hurt. Doesn't she understand that? Am I suppose to sit back while she tells me I'm a terrible person? I felt I needed to defend myself. I'm not a bad person. I am not a crazy bar star, and I gossip, yes, It's my one bad habit. Sue me. I am not even sure what she thinks I have said that is vindictive, but if I'm some kind of evil that she needs to stay away from then okay. I shouldn't infect other people.
DEPRESSED!!!!!!
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