The Dental assistant asked me if I had anything that was bothering me, so I mentioned how food got stuck between my teeth in the back. She quickly took an X-ray and informed me my wisdom tooth would have to be pulled because it was wearing out my other tooth. The X-Ray was bizarre my wisdom tooth was jamming horizontally into my teeth. I was completely comfortable when he numbed my mouth. Once he told me he had to break some bones and slice some of my gum my heart began to race. This was a feeling way too familiar to me it was the "OMG what am I doing?" heart pounding I had when I got my tattoo.
Dr. Wong kept telling me I was doing Great he must have read my emotions easily. I was freaking out on the inside but staying calm and quiet in the real world. I felt like a test subject, All the dental Assistants had to come look at my X-ray and stop by to see how things were going. Dr. Wong also kept saying things like "now it should come right out" or "this should do the trick, nope" and "Let's try this" He had to take it out in 7 pieces. So not fun! Now, I'm suffering through some pain and can't wait for these stitches to dissolve. A few days have passed and my stitches have tore open and I have a gaping hole in my gum. Real fun!
I saw the man of my dreams the other day. I'm gonna call him Sport Chek guy because I only see him when he shops there. He doesn't come in too often but every time he does I want to run to him and never let go. It's too bad He's unavailable. Maybe he will leave his girlfriend because of the amazing small talk he and I have lol j/k Seriously, He's like this dreamy model type. Perhaps he isn't as hot as I make him out to be because I told Chrissy about him when he left and she said I didn't really look. He's the kind of attractive that you can't help but look. Also he's not some air head jock or dumb blonde model he uses intelligent words. Where do men like that hang out? I wanna go there. lol I'm not shallow, I would totally date any guy. He just has to have an amazing sense of humor and a brain. No dense boys for me!
I finally bought the last season of How I Met Your Mother. I love the show. For next weeks work schedule Jacey asked me if I preferred 40 hrs or Monday nights off so I can watch my show. Of course I said How................................................................ about the 40 hours.
I caught something that I find interesting. In the episode where Ted has his first day as professor he mentions how his wife is in that class. Will we meet her? I'm not sure because he's in the wrong room. I heard a rumor that Rachel Bilson will play the mother. Is Perez Hilton wrong?
I have missed bible study and youth for a few weeks now. I'm totally losing touch. I don't read my bible as nearly as I should and that pexting idea isn't working I'm the last on the list and never get the message. I wonder if my number is correct?! I wish they could work my shifts so that I can have Wed. and Friday nights off. at least I still have Sundays.
I still really miss Twyla I want to send her a message to say hi and see how she is doing but I don't wanna upset her. Why does life have to suck?
I have missed the gym so much lately totally not in the mood. I need it though. I have been so tired since I don't go as often. It's okay for a bit but I have to get back into the routine. Summer aka swimsuit time will be here sooner than you think. Especially if i keep skipping the gym.
So, I wonder about people why we do what we do. I don't understand why or how we can hurt people and not mean it. When I was a kid I told my cousin my best friend liked him when she told me not to. Why do we always think we know what's best for people. What qualifies us to be the know it all with all the right answers. I'm completely talking about myself. I'm extremely judgmental I always make comments like "when I'm a parent I won't do that" or "They need to discipline them better" or "That kid deserves a good smack" (all kids need a good beating to set them right) (I turned out fine) I also tell people what they do wrong in relationships; Like don't date someone you think you can change cuz you can't, or he doesn't respect you if he fooled around with you when he knew you were in a serious relationship.
I still think these are valid comments. I do think that since I have not experienced raising children or a relationship that I shouldn't judge. Somehow I still feel I know best. I have observed these situations and I can learn from seeing these things. I know everyone hates that I judge them for these things but it's something I have to work on. I'm glad I am like this in a way. I can use these things I judge people with to do the right things in my life. It won't make me an expert but it will save me from some problems. I'm sure I will mess up in some areas but then you can judge me and tell me what I'm doing wrong. I like healthy criticism.
I love being random. I was watching, I may have mentioned this before, Scrubs. The Janitor and JD are whispering and then JD asks why are we whispering. The Janitor says, I wanted to see if you would whisper too. I have tried that a few times. SO much fun. THe other day I walked up to Jacey with my hand in High 5 mode not telling him I wanted a High 5, I got one though. I haven't gotten left hanging by this test but we'll see how it goes. If you have any ideas on other random things I can do let me know.
I was talking with my parents about how sneaky of a kid I was. I was funny. I may have talked about these before but I find them entertaining. My older sister and I had my youngest sister fall asleep on the pile of toys in my room so I wouldn't have to clean and could go play. I use to fall asleep with my face in the vegetables so I wouldn't have to eat them. I also take the blame for broken dishes because I know people like me best and don't get mad at me. I also had this ingenious plan to fake that I'm asleep when the parents came into the room to yell at us for talking. I would have a certain position that I would sleep in and every time I heard them coming I would lye the same way. I wanna hear everyones stories. How sneaky were you?
well i gotta go get ready. Later <3
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