I'm just a teddy bear.

So, Recently I have learned a lot about myself. I am more needy than I thought. I want to be in a relationship so badly. There goes the Mrs. Independent front I had up. I'm just a girl, who wants to be cared for. I tell people I hate hugs but I secretly I can't wait to cuddle up to the perfect man. I'm a teddy bear on the inside. I set up this wall to protect myself from some of the evil I have encountered in the past. I wish I could just learn to let God take care if everything. How do you teach yourself to do that? I really like control. I am taking control of this now. I will give it all to God and be filled with the holy ghost, soon. No more being lazy. Gotta, read my Bible pray every day...lol He is the true secret to happiness.

I have never known so much Happiness before in my life. I have to thank the Lord and live everyday for him so that I can keep this joy.

more another time.